'I know we're all supposed to aspire towards a size zero.
I can honestly say that if by some miracle I woke up tomorrow having lost half my body weight I'd be devastated.' For most of her life Lucy kept her feelings to herself, until five years ago, when Googling brought her to Fantasy Feeder.
It concludes "these findings suggest that an explanation for fat admiration may be that FAs are rejecting sociocultural norms of attractiveness".
The study also found that participants reacted positively to a much wider range of figures than a control group, even rating emaciated figures higher.Lucy, 39, meets men on the website Fantasy Feeder, and, if she likes them, agrees to an online feeding session.